An insatiable need to live runs deep
Though these walls confine me
Anxious, depressed, thought weak
These terms do not define me
The door opens, outside awaits
First few steps have my legs wobbling
Sweat glands on overdrive, my face hot
Tight chest, my heart, it’s throbbing
My sweat has dampened my clothing
I already feel I’ve gone too far
Looking back, barely over the threshold
I retreat with only my ego to mar
Closing the door, my body can’t stop shaking
I know I need to try again
My mind can settle, temporarily
But the question remains – when?
Author: Sarah Perry
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